我觉得自己会永远生猛下去

Pavement
曲名:Carrot Rope
艺人:Pavement
专辑:Terror Twilight
年代:1999
风格:独立摇滚 Indie Rock
介绍:Pavement是美国的一支摇滚乐队,成立于1989年,于1999年解散。Pavemen并非唯一的Lo-Fi乐队,却肯定是独一无二的Lo-Fi乐队。支离破碎的歌曲,急促突然,爆发的回授,简短的歌唱,神秘,文学性的歌词,挑衅似的低保真。这些东西使PavemenT自己成为90年代美国另类摇滚乐队中最为独特和最具影响力的一只。

展开歌词


《Carrot Rope》歌词:
Spiral: I want to say:
SM: It's my second hand wonder,
a thing that recovers the doubt
Spiral: Slim door,
Mark: Like a rainstorm, you've got to do
what you want and say it
SM: It's of my design assembled at the cut
Spiral: Slim door,
SM: It's all right to shake, to fight, to feel
Mark: You go down, down, down, down
Spiral: Slim door,
SM: It's all right to shake, to fight, to feel
Mark: You go down, down, down, down

SM: Harness your hopes to the folks
with the liquor with the ropes,
Red, red ropes, periscopes
They've got everything will ever need
stored under the chair

Simmer, simmer, simmer down
Simmer, simmer, simmer down
Don't waste your precious breath
explaining that you are worthwhile

Simmer, simmer, simmer down
Simmer, simmer, simmer down
Be patient and I'll let you see my
Carrot rope, feed my thrill,
I got beat by weather
Carrot rope, feed my thrill,
I got beat by weather
Carrot rope, feed my thrill,
It's time to get me off of the ground,
The wicket keeper is down
(the wicked keep us down?)

SM: Hey little boy, would you like to know
what's in my pocket or not
It's no ploy, it's no gimmick,
It's the chance of a lifetime to see
something that's never seen by mere mortals
Mark: Except me
Spiral:And myself
SM: And sweet I, so what do you say?
Would you like to play 20 questions with me?
SM: A little, little Christian lie,
A little, little Christian lie
Debating if it's time
to drop the bomb on you, my dear
A little, little Christian lie,
A little, little Christian lie
Let's get down to brass tacks and start it
A carrot rope, feed my thrill,
I got beat by weather
A carrot rope, feed my thrill,
I got beat by weather
Carrot rope, feed my thrill
It's time to get me off of the grounds
The wicket keeper is down,
The wicked keeper is down
And he gets me off of the grounds

我觉得自己会永远生猛下去

【文】我觉得自己会永远生猛下去

文/王小波

我过二十一岁生日那天,正在河边放牛。下午我躺在草地上睡着了。我睡去时,身上盖了几片芭蕉叶子,醒来时身上已经一无所有(叶子可能被牛吃了)。亚热带旱季的阳光把我晒得浑身赤红,痛痒难当,我的小和尚直翘翘地指向天空,尺寸空前。这就是我过生日时的情形。

我醒来时觉得阳光耀眼,天蓝得吓人,身上落了一层细细的尘土,好像一层爽身粉。我一生经历的无数次勃起,都不及那一次雄浑有力,大概是因为在极荒僻的地方,四野无人。

我爬起来看牛,发现它们都卧在远处的河岔里静静地嚼草。那时节万籁无声,田野上刮着白色的风。河岸上有几对寨子里的牛在斗架,斗得眼珠通红,口角流涎。这种牛阴囊紧缩,阳具挺直。我们的牛不干这种事。任凭别人上门挑衅,我们的牛依旧安卧不动。为了防止斗架伤身,影响春耕,我们把它们都阉了。

每次阉牛我都在场。对于一般的公牛,只用刀割去即可。但是对于格外生性者,就须采取锤骟术,也就是割开阴囊,掏出睾丸,一木锤砸个稀烂。从此后受术者只知道吃草干活,别的什么都不知道,连杀都不用捆。掌锤的队长毫不怀疑这种手术施之于人类也能得到同等的效力,每回他都对我们呐喊:你们这些生牛蛋子,就欠砸上一锤才能老实!按他的逻辑,我身上这个通红通红,直不愣登,长约一尺的东西就是罪恶的化身。当然,我对此有不同的意见,在我看来,这东西无比重要,就如我之存在本身。

天色微微向晚,天上飘着懒洋洋的云彩。下半截沉在黑暗里,上半截仍浮在阳光中。那一天我二十一岁,在我一生的黄金时代。我有好多奢望。我想爱,想吃,还想在一瞬间变成天上半明半暗的云。后来我才知道,生活就是个缓慢受锤的过程,人一天天老下去,奢望也一天天消失,最后变得像挨了锤的牛一样。可是我过二十一岁生日时没有预见到这一点。我觉得自己会永远生猛下去,什么也锤不了我。

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